the vynsane asylum

FUCK okay so I got Rockin Deuce II ready to render- after a few attempts at rendering it, I finally found the right format to do the job, in the middle of rendering it crapped out saying I didn't have enough memory (even tho I am pretty sure I do) and that windows was trying to fix the problem- followed immediately by a "serious problem requiring the program be shut down" apology from premiere... now when I even try to open the fuckin project (which was totally fine until the tragedy) it pooches out and dies on me, wtf is going on here dammit?!?!?

ANY suggestions would be good, runnin XP pro btw and premiere pro...